During the months that I hadn't written anything in my blog, some weird things came to my mind. Thoughts that were more or less fascinating but they kept me on track with my school life, my friends, and life in general.
After I had posted the Community and Hospital Exposure of my group, things had gone unexpected. A lot of preoccupations. unknown feelings, and well, unexplained closeness. :D
Anyway, at those points when I felt lonely, or when I was left at the comfort of my solitude, I was able to pen down my thoughts and feelings. They're a little random, and I dunno, weird. haha. But, they were from my sober heart. :)
After I had posted the Community and Hospital Exposure of my group, things had gone unexpected. A lot of preoccupations. unknown feelings, and well, unexplained closeness. :D
Anyway, at those points when I felt lonely, or when I was left at the comfort of my solitude, I was able to pen down my thoughts and feelings. They're a little random, and I dunno, weird. haha. But, they were from my sober heart. :)
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You are my firsts
For the longest time
I've remained silent
I've found solitude in silence
And I've learned to see that even in silence
One could always be happy
It's not that I prefer to be silent
But I know that when I speak,
The happiness I have would fade, slowly,
Gone to oblivion
To oblivion where nothing exists
And it pains me much to see that happiness go away
If happiness would just be mine
Without having to be silent
I'd gladly let the whole world know
Let everything inside me reveal itself
No inhibitions, no second thoughts
And I wish it would boil to pure bliss
Oh my dream!
I know I'll have to keep you in silence
Everything I have, this happiness, my dream, You
All in silence
Nothing but the resounding silence
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xX TED Xx
For the longest time
I've remained silent
I've found solitude in silence
And I've learned to see that even in silence
One could always be happy
It's not that I prefer to be silent
But I know that when I speak,
The happiness I have would fade, slowly,
Gone to oblivion
To oblivion where nothing exists
And it pains me much to see that happiness go away
If happiness would just be mine
Without having to be silent
I'd gladly let the whole world know
Let everything inside me reveal itself
No inhibitions, no second thoughts
And I wish it would boil to pure bliss
Oh my dream!
I know I'll have to keep you in silence
Everything I have, this happiness, my dream, You
All in silence
Nothing but the resounding silence
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whew! It's like I'm relieved. haha. This has been with me for a long time. I've moved on already, and I felt like sharing this. I know its a little mushy, or something like that.
To the person I'm referring to, always be well. ;)
To the person I'm referring to, always be well. ;)
xX TED Xx
2 comments:
The solitude in silence does bring a refreshing, nice feeling.
And we know it's the only way to escape all the hurt that we feel... ^^
yeah, it's true jo. and there's nothing more hurtful than knowing that only in silence, you get to flee from them.
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